I don’t know why, maybe it’s the lack of sleep or approaching holidays…. I feel sad. But in the ways I feel sad are different from you or maybe someone else. I mourn. I feel after 4 years of remembering things from my past I… Read More
First public event EVER
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It’s legit hard. Like learning the piano hard. Like wanting to smash the piano cause it’s so fustratingly hard….. I don’t know how I do it some days. And some days I don’t bother. (Which I should bother because I am in control of my… Read More
I’ve always been a side character. Someone in the background. I was never the main part. She was. And sometimes still is. I struggle daily. Because I still don’t know if I am myself or her or someone else entirely…. The abuse happened very early.… Read More
January is exactly thirty one days too long. It is the MONDAY OF MONTHS. I hate January. It is depressing and long and nothing happens in January. This month has been a LITTLE difficult for me. I have not written in a while and definitely… Read More
I thought I had finished all my crying last night. LOL I was very wrong. A long distance relationship is full of ups and downs but obviously the major downs is when the other person leaves. Its heart wrenching but you want to get it… Read More