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It's legit hard. Like learning the piano hard. Like wanting to smash the piano cause it's so fustratingly hard..... I don't know how I do it some days. And some days I don't bother. (Which I should bother because I am in control of my day) My future hubbs wakes up every morning saying "good... Continue Reading →
I've always been a side character. Someone in the background. I was never the main part. She was. And sometimes still is. I struggle daily. Because I still don't know if I am myself or her or someone else entirely.... The abuse happened very early. Before diapers. (From what I can piece together without falling... Continue Reading →
January is exactly thirty one days too long. It is the MONDAY OF MONTHS. I hate January. It is depressing and long and nothing happens in January. This month has been a LITTLE difficult for me. I have not written in a while and definitely have felt the need but had not the motivation to... Continue Reading →
I thought I had finished all my crying last night. LOL I was very wrong. A long distance relationship is full of ups and downs but obviously the major downs is when the other person leaves. Its heart wrenching but you want to get it over with as soon as possible. Almost like ripping off... Continue Reading →
Its been a while. Since I have written out how I've felt. Things have been pretty good recently. My mood is good. I am going to the gym more often which has helped with my mood. Except for today which I will get into. I guess I just want to express my well wishes for... Continue Reading →