Trying to be the main character in my own story.

I’ve always been a side character. Someone in the background. I was never the main part. She was. And sometimes still is. I struggle daily. Because I still don’t know if I am myself or her or someone else entirely…. The abuse happened very early. Before diapers. (From what I can piece together without fallingContinue reading “Trying to be the main character in my own story.”

JANUARY THE MONDAY OF MONTHS. /update Support is DIFFICULT TO ACCEPT.

January is exactly thirty one days too long. It is the MONDAY OF MONTHS. I hate January. It is depressing and long and nothing happens in January. This month has been a LITTLE difficult for me. I have not written in a while and definitely have felt the need but had not the motivation toContinue reading “JANUARY THE MONDAY OF MONTHS. /update Support is DIFFICULT TO ACCEPT.”

Ugh here we go again part 2

I thought I had finished all my crying last night. LOL  I was very wrong. A long distance relationship is full of ups and downs but obviously the major downs is when the other person leaves. Its heart wrenching but you want to get it over with as soon as possible. Almost like ripping offContinue reading “Ugh here we go again part 2”

It’s been a while/thisdoesnotmakesense

Its been a while. Since I have written out how I’ve felt.  Things have been pretty good recently. My mood is good. I am going to the gym more often which has helped with my mood. Except for today which I will get into.  I guess I just want to express my well wishes forContinue reading “It’s been a while/thisdoesnotmakesense”

Eyelash Extensions: Worth the hype?!?

WE HAVE ALL SEEN THEM AND IS IT WORTH THE CASH?