Love just knows how to heal.

When I first met Eric through a video screen I wasn’t sure what to expect… Just because of previous heartbreak and terrible ex boyfriends. But as soon as we had our first Skype session I knew deep in my soul and in my heart he was the one for me. I was watching him sleepContinue reading “Love just knows how to heal.”

FIRST PUBLIC SPEAKING EVENT IN THE USA

First public event EVER

Being positive is hard work.

It’s legit hard. Like learning the piano hard. Like wanting to smash the piano cause it’s so fustratingly hard….. I don’t know how I do it some days. And some days I don’t bother. (Which I should bother because I am in control of my day) My future hubbs wakes up every morning saying “goodContinue reading “Being positive is hard work.”

JANUARY THE MONDAY OF MONTHS. /update Support is DIFFICULT TO ACCEPT.

January is exactly thirty one days too long. It is the MONDAY OF MONTHS. I hate January. It is depressing and long and nothing happens in January. This month has been a LITTLE difficult for me. I have not written in a while and definitely have felt the need but had not the motivation toContinue reading “JANUARY THE MONDAY OF MONTHS. /update Support is DIFFICULT TO ACCEPT.”

Ugh here we go again part 2

I thought I had finished all my crying last night. LOLĀ  I was very wrong. A long distance relationship is full of ups and downs but obviously the major downs is when the other person leaves. Its heart wrenching but you want to get it over with as soon as possible. Almost like ripping offContinue reading “Ugh here we go again part 2”