Being positive is hard work.

It’s legit hard. Like learning the piano hard. Like wanting to smash the piano cause it’s so fustratingly hard….. I don’t know how I do it some days. And some days I don’t bother. (Which I should bother because I am in control of my day) My future hubbs wakes up every morning saying “goodContinue reading “Being positive is hard work.”

It’s been a while/thisdoesnotmakesense

Its been a while. Since I have written out how I’ve felt.  Things have been pretty good recently. My mood is good. I am going to the gym more often which has helped with my mood. Except for today which I will get into.  I guess I just want to express my well wishes forContinue reading “It’s been a while/thisdoesnotmakesense”

Mother’s Day /thoughts;

How I loathe it. Why? Well it’s sort of complicated. I’d love to spill all the beans but because of certain situations and people I can’t do so until I move. Anyways. It’s not rocket science to figure out who abused me on and off for 20 years….. Everywhere I go this week. “Don’t forgetContinue reading “Mother’s Day /thoughts;”

The Crime you don’t give a sh*t about

*possible trigger warning* You know why you don’t care about it? It either didn’t happen to you or someone you know (which is rare btw) OR IT MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE. I’m talking about the crime that damages children for life. Abuse. Whether its mental, physical, sexual, emotional, spiritually abuse. etc ABUSE IS ABUSE. IT HASContinue reading “The Crime you don’t give a sh*t about”